To Nebraska in '57 - Pages 45-68



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   Thursday, 21. -- This day has mostly been consumed at a meeting of the 
Sulphur Spring Land Co. At which I was elected Chairman of the Executive 
Committee, to fill the vacancy caused by the death of Mr Goodwill  The 
most important duties I shall have to perform is the making of and 
executing Contracts with persons receiving donation lots the whole 
business of donations is in my hands  I objected to accepting at first but 
I have made myself so familliar with the ground, I was selected in spite 
of my opposition. Received a letter from Dr. Gray under date of May 8th. 
Mr. Gridley made his appearance here this morning came in on the 'Emma 
yesterday. 

   Friday, 22. -- Spent the forenoon in arranging the papers of the 
Executive Committee and donating eight lots  Afternoon went up to 
Saratoga. Called on a Mr Smiley from Ohio, who has just got into his house 
brought with him from Pittsburgh. The company gave him one of the best 
locations on the corner of Audubon and fifteenth Streets. It commands a 
most delightful view of the river, Omaha City and surrounding country. One 
consideration of Mr Smiley's getting the location he did was his large 
family consisting of one Son and five Daughters the Daughters all 
marriageable. The oldest is cast still as a teacher the next wishes to 
teach hear. I presume we shall have a School in operation by fall. There 
is now as many as twenty small children living in Saratoga where ten days 
ago there was none

   Saturday, 23. -- An excessively warm day with a strong wind from the 
South making it very unpleasant out of doors on account both of heat and 
dust.

   This days mail brought me a pile of reading matter, papers from 
Newyork, Buffalo and Auburn also Mr. Browns paper from Kansas and a letter 
from Mr. Brown and one from Harriet. The papers were very opportune as 
they helped to pass away this hot dusty day. From the Auburn paper I learn 
what Dr. Gray had before written me that Mrs. Woodruff and Brennan were 
indicted. I cannot see what will prevent their being found guilty although 
Frank writes doubtfull.  The letter from Harriet was partly to me and part 
to Cook and in answer to one I wrote asking for my pen which was enclosed 
they were well even to "red head"

   Mr. Brown in his letter still urges me to come to Lawrence, he says 
"Kansas is the place to make money "Sure as you are born." If I fail to 
get into business suited to me here I shall go to Lawrence. Mr Tuttle is 
expected by the first boat a letter received by the Teller of the Bank 
this day states that he, Mr Tuttle, is on his way, the letter was written 
from Illinois. I consider that my not meeting him here has been a great 
disappointment to me, and I am tired remaining comparatively idle and 
daily expecting his return  Mr. Tuttle writes that his wife has a son that 
will be able to take the tellership of the Bank in a short time and that 
the present tellers services will not be required long (At this moment I 
am interrupted particulars on another page)

   Had I known all the facts communicated in Mr Browns letter, at the time 
of My first arrival here this spring I should undoubtedly have felt 
remarkably uneasy when I was complaining of ill health. The facts are 
these as it seemes from Mr Browns letter from which I quote: "Mrs Brown, 
it seems, had the

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small pox on board the steamer as we came up the river. She Communicated 
it to her sisters who are yet confined with it one of whom we consider 
dangerous. Mrs B had it very light of course the Varialoid." If I 
recollect aright I wrote while coming up the river, something of Mrs. 
Brown's not being well, having weak eyes and a good deal of fever so that 
she did not go to the table at all times. No one however thought of its 
being the Small pox in any form  The disease must have been communicated 
to a great number among so many passengers. Had I know the facts I have no 
doubt I should have been down sick on first arrival, as my indisposition 
at that time would have been attributed to the symptoms of small pox 
instead of a cold which was the case. "all is well that ends well." 

   Four young men who set out with a waggon and a span of Mules on the 
16th April on an exploring toor, have returned with a glowing descriptions 
of the Country along the Running Water. I listened perfectly captivated 
for an hour to their accounts of the game they saw and the incidents by 
the way. They staked out their claim and propose locating a town to be 
called junction Rapids  It is at the junction of two streams forming the 
Running Watter  The region in which they traveled has never been explored 
and was thought unsafe on account of the Puncoes a desperate band of 
Indians. The party however met with no obsticles in the form of Indians. I 
mean to get a full description of their discoveries

   This evening I went up to Cooks to give him the papers to read. there I 
found some Omaha squaws trading one was called "old Mary" she spoke five 
languages, has been to school five years at St Josephs and been to the 
city of Washington. With her were the two widows of Logan Fontenelle the 
chief who was murdered a few years since while on a buffalo hunt, by a war 
party of Sioux. In my diary of last year I wrote that Logan Fontinelle was 
burried on the present site of Saratoga near the sulphur spring. Old Mary 
says that is a mistake. The grave in question, which is so singularly made 
and surrounded with polings, is where the daughter of "Young Elk" was 
buried. Logan Fontenelle was buried at Belleview by the side of his father 
of the same name who died very old, and was for many years chief of the 
Omahas. The elder Fontenelle was succeeded by Young Elk who was a great 
chief. After Young Elk the younger Fontenelle was made chief since his 
death the Omahas have been without a Chief.

   Old Mary has agreed to make a pair of mcasins for my children. I gave 
her money to get beads. She says there is a coal mine about twenty miles 
from the Black bird hills which has not been claimed  She says she will 
show white folks where it is for pay. She says white folks come to her 
house they get breakfast dinner and supper for nothing Indians don't 
charge fifty cents a meal all is free

   Sunday, 24. -- Have written all under date of 22d and 23d this morning. 
The interruption I received a short time since was caused by the marriage 
of the girl that works here and the hired man. They were married by Judge 
Wakely and have gone over into Iowa to visit an Uncle will be back Tuesday.

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   Said Judge Wakely is of the Northern district lately appointed, is from 
Wisconsin. he has been stoping here for a few days. Is about my age. This 
is the first couple he ever married. he was considerably embarrised but 
done it up strong and quick. Being his first experience in Marrying he 
gave his fee to the bride. They are a fine clever couple. Thus ends the 
one hundredth page of this diary 

   Have just returned from a long walk with Mr Warner up to Saratoga. on 
our return we saw a rattlesnake in the road which we killed with a cane. I 
cut off the rattles and will enclose them in my first letter.  About a 
hundred rods from where we killed the snake we found a much smaller 
rattlesnake which had been killed during the day it had but two or three 
rattles. A short distance farther we saw four men apperantly killing a 
snake. When we came up we found a snake called here a blower. this one was 
as much as five feet long. they are spoted like a milk snake and perfectly 
harmless. I killed one on my return walk from Saratoga on Friday a fact I 
forgot to mention. The rattlesnake we killed tried to get away from us, 
and was not at all inclined to show fight but rattled furiously

   The steamer St Mary's stoped about noon and passed up with governinent 
stores. At Evening the steamer Mink painted nearly black and belonging to 
the Government came up and stoped for the night  She is bound for Fort 
Peer some seven hundred miles above this point up the Missourie her 
loading was Government supplies. Carries no freight or passengers for 
outsiders

   Monday, 25 --A disagreeable rainy day. Received a letter from Robert 
with some very gratifying news for instance the renting of the house. The 
letter was a very interesting one some parts of it however did not make me 
feel very pleasant. When I went home to dinner found The General and 
Augusta singing and playing "Rosalee the Prarie flower" What a sensation 
it created within me. I had never heard the first word of it since I left 
home. And I could imagine I heard Sophias voice in every line and word of 
it. How instantaniously I was transported to my family. Augusta was 
delighted with the music. She could sing and play "Rosalie the Prarie 
flower" in a half hour after it was received

   Tuesday, 26 -- Mr Brown's clerk being sick to day I have been in the 
office until three o'clock, then went up to Saratoga, found all moveing 
prosperously. During my walk up to Saratoga the steamer "Minnehaha" came in

   A bachelors dancing party came off this evening on board the Hotel 
steamer Washington City. The General being absent Augusta was intrusted to 
my care until Eleven o'clock at night. And for the first time in Omaha I 
went where there was an assemblage of Ladies. Of course I did join the 
party but went as a spectator and guardian of Augusta at the request of 
the family. A number of gentlemen came to me to be introduced to my little 
girl. she danced every set and when she left had four or five unfulfilled 
engagement. She was the best dancer in the room, and many were almost 
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physical force to prevent her leaving. On our way home her tongue flew 
very much as I have heard Sophia's at times. 

   The attraction of the party however to me was not Miss Augusta or her 
dancing. But as Jonathan Slick says "it was them grown up gals all 
finefied off with ribbons and laces, sidling and twisting around, their 
bare arms and naked necks making them look good enough to eat." After one 
or two cotillions more ladies came which I did not notice until they came 
out of the dressing room and took their seats. The fluttering of dresses 
in that direction caused me to look around, and didn't I stare some there 
sat a woman a perfect Degareotype of my wife in features, at a front view. 
I learned she was a Miss Clark a sister of a Mr Clark of the firm of 
Armstrong & Clark merchants in town. If I had belonged to the party I 
should have made her acquaintance. I shall endeavor to see her by 
daylight, and if she bares the resemblance as well as in the evening I 
shall try and get an introduction, as yet I have made but two calls in 
Omaha and those were on acquaintance

   Wednesday, 27 -- This day assisted Mr Wyman the present Post Master 
inputting up his presses and aranging his office. He had a new one direct 
from the Foundry and is going to establish a daily and weekly. I done some 
heavy lifting without any unpleasant results.

   Thursday, 28 -- Finished putting up the presses about two o'clock, an 
hour previous to which Mr. Cockett came in to see me he had arrived the 
day previous at evening in company with Mr. Tuttle. I spent the balance of 
the day with Mr Cockett went up to Saratoga with him and Mr Tuttle. Mr C. 
thinks Saratoga is just the place  During the day four more persons 
arrived from Cooperstown Erastus Root, a Winslow and Short boy. Received a 
letter from Frank written the day before Cockett left

   In the Evening called on Mr. Gridley of Buffalo who is stopping at Mr 
Kellums. he has been unwell since his arrival but is now about well again. 
Learned of the failure of John R. Lee & Co which much surprised me. The 
Steamer Alonzo Childs in.

   Friday 29 -- Spent this day with Mr Cockett had a very pleasant time, 
afternoon rainy. Received papers from Brother Irwin. Steamer Sultan came 
in at bed time

   Saturday 30 -- passed this day as yesterday with Mr Cockett. had also a 
short interview with Mr. Tuttle. The afternoon rainy. I am having the best 
of times with Mr Cockett it seemes much like being with Frank. We talk up 
Cooperstown matters and I feel almost home again. Another batch of papers 
from Irwin.

   Sunday 31. -- Cool wet morning. Preaching was to come off at the 
"Central House" this forenoon the first in Saratoga notwithstanding the 
unpleasant weather I was bound to go up  The General got out his carriage 
for me and his little nephew, Augusta, and myself got in drove up to the 
"Hamilton House" took in Mr Cackett and went up to Saratoga just as we 
arrived at the Central House we found the Minister leaving some mistake 
had been made and the house was not ready and the weather prevented many 
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so the meeting is put off two weeks. By that time the Centra house will 
probably be completed ready to be opened to the public. It will be the 
best Hotel in Nebraska 

   Three steamers have come up today. The "Hannibal" "Waticassa" and "Asa 
Wilgus" all loaded with passengers  You would be surprised to see the 
trains of emigrants that come across the country bound for the interior of 
this Territory Salt Lake and California some trains are a mile long. It 
would seem at this rate that the entire east would become depopulated

   A host of people from Herkimer county, friends of Mr Tuttle, came up on 
one of todays steamers. they are all men of means, are delighted with the 
country. Among the number is a noted clergimen who is in ectasies about 
this country

   After tea went up to the Hamilton House and took a stroll with Mr. 
Cockett. went out of town about a mile and a half in a direction I had not 
been before. I was equally charmed with Mr. Cockett. We could not help 
remarking again and again, "I wish Frank was here" to enjoy this treat 
with us. It was dark when we returned. halted just at dusk where an 
Emigrant train to Callifornia were pitching their tents. They had eleven 
covered wagons and families a supply of horses and three hundred head of 
cattle. The men were some of them watching the cattle others putting down 
the tents. The children gathering fuel while the women were getting 
supper. The made some as fine biscuit as I ever saw baking them in an old 
fashioned "bakekittle" Fried bacon coffee and warm cakes with molasses 
constituted the bill of fare. Oil cloths were spread on the ground and the 
table-ware arranged much as it would be on a table. Not receiving an 
invitation to sup with them we did not stop to see how they arranged 
themselves to eat, but presume the took seats on the ground. Their supper 
smelled delisious and would be a luxury to some families here who live on 
"cut straw and molasses" Called at Mr Tuttles House where two of the 
families from Herkimer are to stop, and had a pleasant interview with the 
clergyman and Governor Izard. Mr Tuttle has purchased the governors house, 
and occupy it until his house at Saratoga is finished.

   Monday June 1, 1857 -- Remained in the office attending to the donation 
of lots this forenoon, received a letter from my wife and one from Frank. 
Mr. Cockett bought a small Cincinnati house fifteen feet square, brought 
up by Mr. Gridley, for $200. After dinner got a team and went up with the 
first load and selected our lot. Mr. Cockett and Myself are to own the 
building and lot jointly. Mr C purchased the building and I am to finish 
it for my share. While our teamster was after the second load, we looked 
out and went on our lots which proved better than we had expected

   Walked out in the evening after supper and talked up business, also our 
old business operations in Buffalo. did not separate until after ten 
o'clock

   Tuesday, 2 -- Spent the forenoon with Mr Tuttle and Mr Gridley. The 
mail brought me a letter from one of cousin Benjamins girls who is at 
school in Indiana. Mr. Cockett gone over to the Bluffs.

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   After dinner went up to Saratoga. Sawed out ten oak posts and set five 
of them as part of the foundation for the office. Hired a carpenter to 
comence tomorrow to help me put up the building. was very tired when I got 
home to supper. After tea went up town and chatted an hour with Mr Cockett 
who had returned from the Bluffs. The Seamer Admiral in from St. Louis. 

   Wednesday 3 -- Put up the frame for the office. Had hard days work and 
returned at night very tired.

   Thursday 4 -- Assisted the carpenter on the building donated lots for a 
church and parsonage. The doner a G. W. Skinner of Herkimer Co N. Y. a 
friend of Mr Tuttle, is a Unitarian will preach Sunday in the Central 
House Saratoga and at Omaha in the evening. The Steamer D. A. January is 
in bound up the river

   Friday 5 -- Worked on the building same as yesterday do not feel well 
to day in consequence of sore tongue and mouth. Have the Steamers "New 
Monongahala" and "John Warner" in from St. Louis

   Before going up to Saratoga I bade Mr. Cockett good by as he was to 
leave on a steamer toward Nome. My walk to Saratoga was a very lonely one 
after parting with Mr. Cockett. We have had the pleasantest kind of a time 
since he has been here I found him almost equal to Frank for fun and a 
joke, and could not but be loth to part with him  I hope some good to us 
both will grow out of his visit to this place

   Saturday 6 -- Did not go up to Saratoga untill after dinner. Had a long 
chatt with Mr. Tuttle he talks large for me, and if one half he tells me 
turns out right I shall be satisfyed. Our town is honored with a number of 
Railroad men from the east.. they are large portly silver-haired gold-
headed-cane gentlemen who are posted on R. R. Matters

   Saratoga is growing rapidly every day adds a new house and some days 
two are commenced. If I remain a whole day down to Omaha I see a marked 
change in iniprovements. In one months time I shall hardly be able to keep 
track of the improvements. I shall be obliged to call on the company for a 
horse to ride soon or it will take my wholl time to look afer affairs, of 
the company which I am expected to do. We have Steamers "Omaha" and 
"Edenburg" in today. The annual June rise of the Missourii has commenced 
has risen some two feet will probably continue to rise untill the last of 
the month. Then gradually subside untill the fall rains set in. During the 
June rise the freights on the river are the lowest of the Season. The June 
Rise is occasioned by snows from the Mountains which do not commence to 
melt before the hot weather sets in in this Latitude

   Sunday 7 -- An excessively warm day. A strong wind is all that makes 
the heat enduable the themometer ranges from 96 to 100. The incessant wind 
we have here is a great luxury in summer.

   Br. Cook and myself walked up to Saratoga to hear the first sermon in 
the place. It was delivered by a Mr Bergen a Prespyterian the text was: 
"Deliver unto Ceazar the things that ar Ceazars and unto God the things 
that are Gods" The discourse was a very good one and delivered in the 
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house our unfinished hotel. In going up and returning we stoped at the 
Sulphur spring and took a drink, it was the first time Mr. Cook had seen 
the spring. This afternoon at three o'clock Mr. Skinner a Unitarian, is to 
preach at the Central house. it is too warm for me to walk up again I 
accordingly devote my time to writing and keeping cool as possible 

   The excessive heat of the day has kept us up late enjoying the cool 
evening out in the steps hanging out of the windows and watching the 
lighting for diston thunder clouds

   Monday 8 -- Remained in Omaha during the forenoon answering letters and 
attending to other business Afternoon went up to Saratoga and spent the 
balance of the day in showing the gift lots to different parties 
returned -- very much fatiegued by the walk in the hot sun. The steamer 
"Emma" up from below bound farther up the river.

   Tuesday 9 --Went up to Saratoga directly after breakfast on my way I 
killed the largest snake I ever saw alive except such as I have seen in 
shows. It was six feet long and as larg around as my arm. They are a 
species of snake resembling in color and shape an anaconda or boa-
constrictor. When angry they make a blowing noise and it is said the 
breath they blow out if inhaled in large quantities produces a very nausea 
sickness for a short time. this I am not inclined to credit. They never 
bite and are nout in the least venemous. the blower is a great distroyer 
of the rattlesnake kills them whenever they can find thim, by circuling 
them within their folds and crushing them to death by this same mode they 
destroy small animals which they swallow whole to satisfy hunger. The one 
I killed I think could have swallowed a small cat

   Assisted about half the day in the office in putting on the ruff 
boards. The balance of the day showing up and donating lots. Had as many 
as twenty calls, at one time five carriages and twelve or fifteen persons 
including ladies. at one time I rode this way with a party, at another 
walked that half a dozen following me and looking up lots to get for the 
building on them.

   When the five carriages at one time were waiting on me one person 
calling me this way and another that. All doing their best to get the most 
desirable location. I thought of Brothers Frank and Irwin. They would say 
"the kite is going it now" and it did sail up some. but there was a little 
too much tail to it wishing to go different ways so it did not go out of 
sight

   My position in the company makes me acquainted with every person before 
he locates in the place. And I trust my attention to them wins their 
friendship which I think will do me no harm if it is not of real service 
to me my office will do to go into this week and I shall get all the 
agency business of the setters and also their influence. this may not 
count at once but if I can manage to get along for the present, I believe 
I shall succeed in doing first rate business and be one of them in the 
city of Saratoga  Three months today since I left home or rather since I 
left Buffalo

   Wednesday 10 -- Assisted in laying the floor to my office at Saratoga 
returning to Omaha found the steamer "Joseph Oglesby" in, one of the 
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boats ever coming to this place being her first trip she gave a free party 
to the citizens. It is customary for every boat making its first trip of 
the season to come prepared to give a dance and they get up some splendid 
affairs all free. I had only attended one and that was as a spectator and 
company for Miss Augusta. It was at this time I saw Miss Clark which so 
much resembles my wife. Since which time I have not had a sight of said 
lady. Accordingly I decided I would saunter down to the boat after the 
dance should commence and see what I could see. As I started out about 
nine o'clock I met Br. Cook who by invitation accompanied me to the boat. 
I told him I was going to the boat to see a lady. Cook laughed and said 
something about how good calico looked in Nebraka. Before going on the 
boat I told Cook to take notice of a certain lady I would point out to 
him, if she was there, and see if he ever saw any one that looked like her 
before. The lady in question was on the floor in a cotilion about the 
center of the cabin, when we went in. I pointed in the direction Cook 
noticed her at once and remarked "crackie that is Mate exactly" the more 
he looked the more natural Mates representative appeared. we stoped long 
enough to see two cotillons then left thinking of home, and more of the 
folks at home 

   Thursday 11 -- Mr Warner has been sick for some five days with 
dysentery. Not so sick however as to prevent him moving around a little. 
He is as nervious as I am and more old-madeish. He determined to start for 
home this morning I spent the forenoon settling up his business and 
getting him ready for a start, accompanied him to the boat, and bade him 
good-by. We were old acquaintance and since we have been here we have 
slept together, and it seemed rather sad to have him leave particular on 
account of his health and gave me some unpleasant reflections the balance 
of the day, about how I should fare in this Territory were I taken sick

   After dinner went up to Saratoga. have had the least wind and warmest 
sun to day since I have been in the Territory. it has been a hot one. 
Received a letter from Sister Sarah written at East Pembroke, where she 
was with the children

   We have two boats in today the "Watassa" and the "E. A. Ogden."

   Friday 12 -- Spent the day as usual at Saratoga. Donated five lots to 
Mr. Tuttles friends who are to commence at once to build they are all fine 
people with fine families One is from Little Falls has a shoe store there 
and his wife is extensively in the milinery business. Mr Gray, the 
gentlemans name, has taken the next but one lot to mine will put up a 
store sufficient for his and his wifes business, and large enough to live 
overhead. he will then return for his goods and family. The others have 
their families with them

   This evening have spent with Br. Cook. he has leased one of Mr Warners 
lots for four years. Intends to build and send for his family at once. He 
has a good. situation is doing well and has leased at a great bargain We 
have talked over our chances &c of getting our families here until I feel 
extra lonesome and homesick tonight. I go to bed to sleep for the first 
time since I came to this territory, alone. I am glad to be without a bed

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fellow unless it be of a different sex from what I have had since I left 
Buffalo I am however getting somewhat weaned and feel a good deal like an 
old bachaler 

   The steamers in to-day are the, "Dan Converse" and Moses Greenwood

   Saturday 13 -- Having an opportunity to ride I left Saratoga at four 
o'clock after laboring in a very hot sun as long as I felt disposed. My 
carpenter has at least one or two more days work on the office before It 
will be completed the balance of the work including painting &c I shall 
probably do myself.

   Arriving at Omaha went direct to the P. O. got one paper and three 
letters. The paper was from Irwin one of the letters was for John L. 
Beadle mailed in Ohio. I put it back writing on the envelope a few lines 
for said John to call on me perhaps we are cozins  One of the other 
letters was from Mr McKim and the third from wife under date of May 30th. 
The latter letter was the greatest Saturday nights treat I have had in a 
long time. I read and re-read the letter and sets my wits to work to 
decide what was best that was feasible, and what that was feasible was 
best.  After tea went up to consult with Cook. he has his arrangements 
nearly completed is only awating the result of one decision which will 
come off next tuesday, if favorable, of which I have no doubt it will be. 
he will send the same day for his family to come as soon as possible. I 
presume his family will be here in four or five weeks. this makes me more 
anxious than ever. I am in hopes something will turn soon which will 
enable me to send for my family. I am tired of this bachelor life

   We have had the finest sunset this evening I ever beheld, since which a 
storm has been gathering, and at this moment the wind seems as though it 
would demolish the dwelling while the lightning and thunder is incessant 
and the rain comes in torrents. I will stop and go to bed as the storm 
makes me feel weak so good night wife and children

   Sunday morning before breakfast June 13. -- Feel very much prostrated 
this morning. The storm last evening compelled me to close the windows, 
thus preventing fresh air from coming into the room, and this morning is 
still hot and sultry, making me feel some sixty years old. The storms of 
last night were the worst I ever experienced In this Territory. The 
thunder and lightning being the most severe and incessant. One storm would 
spend its fury and subside until I would get into a drowse. then another 
would come up if possible more severe than the last. this was continued 
until after midnight before I got to sleep. The steamers of yesterday were 
the "Alonso Child" and "Min-nehaha."

   Four O'clock P.M. -- Thus far have I spent the day in writing excepting 
while at breakfast and what time I occupied in bathing and changing my 
linen  It has been a most excessively warm day I never saw so warm weather 
after such a Thunder shower one could almost see the corn and vegitables 
grow. We have hotter weather here than in Buffalo, but almost sure to have 
a wind. today it has blown a hurrycane but without the wind one would 

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almost melt. The thermometer ranges to 95 today think of that for the 19th 
of June. I have engaged my potatoes for next winter at fifty cents a 
bushel cheap enough as yet. 

   Monday 15 -- Last night was equal to the previous for its severe storms 
of Thunder lightning and rain. This Morning warm as usual walked up to 
Saratoga remained until a severe Thunder storm came up the middle of the 
afternoon.  rode down in the omnibus. found a letter in the office from 
Irwin with a scrap from Mate

   During the storm of Saturday night a horse was killed by lightning in 
town. Last week a new and large church was commenced here by the 
Presbyterians (old school) yesterday they organized and elected officers a 
Mr Barcalow President of the "Nemaha Valley Bank" and E. F. Cook were 
elected Deacons. I think Cook will make a good Decon he is doing well here

   Tuesday 16 --This morning cool and cloudy. Occasional showers of rain 
with very high north winds prevents my going up to Saratoga today. Cook 
has this day sent the money for Lib to come to Omaha. She has had no 
intimation of it and will be happily disappointed  She will stop a short 
time at Hatts and probably be here about the first of August  I have had 
the blues some today wrote a long letter to wife and laid it by to add to 
tomorrow. The Steamer "Florence" in tonight

   Wednesday 17 -- Still windy, cloudy and cold. read over my letter 
written yesterday and decided not to send it. It was to much under the 
influence of the blues when it was written so will burn it. Spent the day 
calling at the bank chatting with Tuttle, at the Printing offices and on 
the Deacon. Been a very disagreeable cold day raining every twenty minutes 
in regular April shower fassion. A church fair in town this eveng. I dont 
attend, want of capital

   Thursday 18 -- Clear and pleasant. went up to Saratoga found two 
families occupying my office. They had come in on the 15th and were 
occupying their waggons the severity of the storm had compelled them to 
take reffuge in the office. The office had no door in front and only the 
ruff boards on so that they were obliged to put up their tent cloths to 
keep off the rain. the stove pipe was put out of one of the front windows. 
The women expected a worse storm when I came and saw the state of affairs. 
But I could have no objections of course not!  Assisted in putting on the 
composition roofing until tea time took some dry bread custard and tea to 
stay my stomach until I should reach Omaha, having went without my dinner. 
After tea Mr Cook came down for me to go to the fair which was to be 
continued this evening said he would pay the expences. Fixed up and went, 
where I was in hopes to meet Miss Clark. The room was crowded so as to 
make it almost impossible to get arround. Miss Clark was not there. There 
was however a good supply of ladies. One thing Omaha cannot boast of and 
that is good looking women I believe my folks ordinery looking as they are 
would create an impression in town. The best looking of the ladies were 
the Miss Smiley's of Saratoga  of course Saratoga was always noted for its 
fine looking ladies even in N. Y.

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and the same is true of Saratoga Nebraska We have the Steamer Silver heels 
in today 

   Friday 19 -- Went up to Saratoga and completed putting on the ruffing 
alone finished about three P. M. completed the day by examining the 
improvements in town and seeing that all was being done according to 
agreement. Returned with a good appetite for my supper having fasted since 
breakfast. The Steamer "Watassa" in from St. Josephs

   Saturday 20 -- Do not feel well to day will not go to Saratoga. Have 
spells of dizzyness in my head attribute it to my last two days work on 
the roof in the hot sun and being up late the last two nights The night of 
the fair I left with Mr Tuttle went over to the bank and did not leave 
until one o'clock we got engaged in talking and did not notice the time  
Last evening was at a meeting of citizens called to take into 
consideration the propriety of issuing city script to complete the capitol

   Quite an excitement in town on the arrival of the first circus in 
Nebraska. It is to exhibit this afternoon and evening. Circuses it seems 
keeps pace with other emigration  Undoubtedly it will be crowded as 
allmost every one will go even to the Indians. Amusements are scarce here 
and circus will draw.

   After dinner went up to the circus ground got into the crowd and was 
drawn in. Every body was there  I did not know there was so many people in 
this County the performance was much better than I expected it would be. A 
little girl about the size of Sophia went into a cage with a leopard. It 
was a dangerous looking sight  I went to the circus more to change the 
state of my feeling produced by my physical indisposition. By about tea 
time my dizzy spells had changed to hot flashes severe pain in my back and 
head. What would I not give to be home or with my family at this time. I 
am going up to have Cook come down and stay with me tonight. The Steamer 
Admira up from St. Louis.

   Sunday 21 -- Had a miserable night. Cook came down, to stay with me. 
Judge Black however coming home with the general to stay all night, I 
expected I should be obliged to share my bed with him, and Cook did not 
stop he might have done as the Judge slept on the lounge. I was fidgity 
all night. could not sleep well. If I ever get my family around me again I 
hope I shall not be obliged to be absent from them so long again  Do not 
feel any better this morning not having rested well. After breakfast went 
up and got a box of sidledtz powders, going to doctor myself some to-day

   The day has passed and I think I feel somewhat improved, although not 
as I would wish to feel. Will not however complain unless I am worse than 
at present, being away from my family magnifies my ailments nothing of 
importance to fill this page.

   Monday 22 -- Nothing of note today kept quiet in order to favor 
medicins taken In the afternoon  set in Cooks shop while he purchased 
lumber for his house. The steamers up to day are the Asa Wilgus, D. H. 
Morton and Emygrant

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   Tuesday 23 -- Very warm rainy morning. Omaha Indians in town to buy 
horses preparatory to going on a Buffalo hunt. Mr. Estabrook offered them 
his poney. Had Augusta ride him that he might show off to better 
advantage. The saddle being put on loosely it slipped around under the 
Pony throwing Augusta to the ground when the Pony was going down hill at 
full speed. No harm was done however. And the General could blame no one 
as he put on the saddle himself. We were all somewhat frightened 

   Before Dinner time it cleared off and in the afternoon I went up to 
Saratoga had not been there since friday. In so short a time even I saw a 
marked change, in new buildings raised. All at Saratoga were becoming 
anxious about me. donated four lots and returned feeling perfectly well 
again. In the evening attended a preliminary political meeting. The 
General is a candidate for Congress. I am using my little influence for 
him and in this place it is no small item. I figure a little in the 
columns of of the paper as I cecome more bold I branch out some

   Wednesday 24 -- Went up to Saratoga and returned in time for dinner. 
afternoon figured some and stoped at Cooks store to give him time to do 
out door business evening spent in writing

   Thursday 25 -- Remained in Omaha until the Mail arrived and was 
distributed. Accepted an invitation to ride up to Saratoga. Dined at Mr. 
Smileys one of our Saratoga neighbors. Found my tenants moving out of the 
office. Set the Painters at work. Spent the afternoon with two neighbors 
Mr. Gant and Mr Smiley in Surveying a whole block which I am trying to get 
by changing off other lots. An entire block is small enough for my 
residence

   Friday 26 -- By previous engagement went out to see a claim belonging 
to "Dick Darling" He made his claim in Sept. 1854, being still under age 
he cannot preempt it  Has sold off 160 acres last year. Has talked so much 
with me about it I agreed to go out and see it.

   Dick Darling, the only name I know for the person, Came here before a 
house, except the "big six" was erected. He resides in town in a very 
small cabin, the only one standing of the first cabins built here. Lives 
alone and has done for three years in the same cabin. He has got some 
property has owned largely here but sold when he got a fair advance. When 
he first came to the place he went up to Saratoga staked out 160 acres one 
after noon came down and sold his claim for five dollars the man who 
bought the claim sold in a short time for twenty-five dollars. Although 
Dick is under 21 years of age he is considered one of the first pioneers 
and allowed to vote  Is a general favorite but too much like boys who do 
not appretiate money he thinks he can speculate when he gets short and 
make his expenses does nothing and spend his money extravigantly. Is here 
two or three times a day when in town. So much for Dick Darling

   The Claim we were to see is six miles west by the section lines the 
route we were obliged to go makes the distance traveled eight or ten 
miles. Six miles west by the traveled road we come to one of the smaller 
Papillion creeks a late freshet had carried away the bridge so that teams 
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the horse from the buggy and led him across on a plank. then took the 
buggy down the bank by main strength and crossed that likewise on a plank. 
Three miles more and we reached one of the Main Papillons or as it is more 
commonly called the "little Pappio" The claim was immediately on the west 
side of the creek. For the last half mile we had left the road reaching 
the creek opposite the claim some three miles nearer than by the road We 
took the harness from the horse and hitched him where he could feed while 
we were riconnoitring  The logg over which Dick was in the habit of 
crossing had been carried away leaving us in a dillema about how we should 
cross  From the top of an Elm which hung over the stream suspended a grape 
vine. Dick went up this vine to the top of the elm and down the elm which 
grew on the opposite side thus landing safely. Not being myself a climer I 
concluded to try the stream. according stripped and swam across which was 
easy enough the distance only being about twenty feet. I found the claim 
much more valuable than I had supposed. I am trying to make a trade for 
it  if I do I shall preempt it for my own use it is not too far from Omaha 
to suit me. On the Claim is a small grove a number of springs and a stone 
quarry. Through said claim runs the Papillion at the east end. And 
lengthwise running East is the first stream I have seen in the west with 
stone bottom. The stream is like our eastern streams clear and rapid 
Tumbling along over rocks and pebbles  I was charmed delighted with the 
place and it was difficult for me to refrain from expressing my admiration 
as I was looking with a view of purchasing I kept silent. The place has 
advantages but one or two know of in fact it has never been examined 
except from a distance and only by two or three. We found Indian devices 
carved in the rock and on the margin of the stream were otter and wild 
turky track in great numbers. If I succeed in getting hold of the claim I 
will make a thorough examination and report at length. 

   Steamers to day New Monongehola, Omaha and Watassa.

   Saturday, 27 -- Another week is ended, and my mind is away east with my 
family where I long to be in person or to have them with me here in the 
West. It is a long time to look forward to the earliest day we may be 
together again at best. I look upon it all for the best be the result 
whatever it May

   A threatening rain prevented my going to Saratoga this morning as I had 
intended. The storm however did not commence until about noon. Kept up the 
most of the afternoon. It has now nearly cleared up and is delightful in 
the extreme. The air cool and refreshing making it one of the best of 
nights to sleep. It is early but the house being so very still I will 
retire. The family were out to a dance last evening, except Myself.

   The "Edenburgh" and "Wattassa" are in today. Although quite wakefull 
and lonely I will say good might and go to bed.

   Sunday 28. -- A clear pleasant atmosphere tempted me to take one of my 
accostomed strolls. Went up to the Deacons and found him ready to 
accompany me as soon as he should get his breakfast. He had partially 
agreed to go up the Night previous and stop over to Mr Griffins and come 
down with them after dinner to church. Mr Griffins farm is about three 
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very pleasantly situated on the high and rolling prarie, and like all the 
prarie of Nebraska beautiful beyond description. We had a delightful walk 
found the family a very agreeable one, consisting of Mr and Mrs Griffin 
two sons and two Daughters the oldest a boy near fourteen. Go wherever you 
will among Nebraska pioneers and you will find intelligence and refinement 
equal to the eastern states and Mr Griffins family was no exception  They 
seemed much pleased with our visit as they have few neighbors. Our dinner 
was a grand one the three most important articles in the bill of fare, to 
suit my taste, was Strawberries and cream, green peas and dutch cheese. 
Mr. G. Has some 340 acres of land ten of which is timber all paid for and 
not a foot of waste land in the lot. In five years it will be as great a 
fortune as any man wants or at least ought to have I got some Ideas about 
how to manage my farm. 

   Soon after reaching Mr. G's I notice the children coughed a good deal. 
I made bold to enquire the cause which was answered thus "Lutherra, the 
oldest girl about eleven went down to Omaha to get subscribers for the 
"Casket" and "Home" and brought back a club of sufficient to entitle her 
to a premium, and also brought home the Measles which the last ones that 
had it was just recovering from. Here on the wild praries of Nebraska I 
found the "Home" and "Casket," farther west than I expected to find it. 
They were pleased to learn I was the Mr Beadle whose name was on the books

   At about three o'clock P. M. after the pleasantest kind of a time with 
a pleasant family we left with the family who came down to church in their 
double waggon. Again I must say I cannot make it seem to me that this is a 
new county but about three years since the first settlement was commenced 
in the Territory.

   At our levee we found the steamer "Council Bluffs" on our return.

   Monday 29 -- Remained at Omaha during the forenoon expecting important 
letters. After dinner went up to Saratoga where I found a number of 
persons wanting lots Who were on hand with lumber to commence building. 
The family occupying My office had got into a house of their own. And the 
office was occupied by a Mr Keller and Mr. Gray who were keeping Bachelors 
hall while they are erecting their buildings. Gray & Keller came on with 
Mr Tuttles party they are from Little Falls N. Y. Steamer "Alonzo Childs" 
in

   Tuesday 30 --Immediately after breakfast went up to Saratoga. Had a 
Meeting of the company at the Central House. I was solicited to take the 
office of Post Master in Saratoga, but declined for reasons just and 
sensible  The furniture for the "Central house" came yesterday on the 
Steamer "Alonzo Childs" and is being arranged in the House preparitory to 
the arrival of the landlord who is expected about the 4th July. The 
Companys meeting adjourned to meet tomorrow over to the Bluffs. Returned 
to Omaha after donating two lots. Found a letter under date of June 15th 
from wife and daughter also one from Mr Warner who had arrived home safe 
but very much exhausted. The Steamer E. A. "Ogden" in.

   Wednesday July 1. -- Spent this day at Council Bluffs in a meeting of 
the S. S. L. Co. returned between five and six P. M. Found my friend S. M.

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Hall in town also John L. Beadle who is now making his home at Bellevue he 
is a very pleasant man, is a decendant from the same parent stock some 
over one hundred years back to distant however to claim a relationship, 
His Greatgrandfather and my Grandfather were probably Cousins. The 
Estabrook family have gone this evening to an Episcopal fair. My 
inclinations are not in that directions. 

   Thursday 2 -- Went to Saratoga, rode up with General Estabrooks family 
and the Hon. Judge Black who were going to Fleronce. From the Generals we 
drove up to "Pioneer block" where we took in the Judge. Were obliged to 
wait for the general to transact some business. our position was directly 
in front of Armstrong & Clarks' store at which place was Miss Clark 
standing in the door of the store. This was the first time I had a fair 
view of Miss Clark by daylight, and the more I saw of her the more I 
thought I saw a resemblance to my wife

   At Saratoga spent most of the day with a Mr. Patrick one of the 
Executive Committee. Mr Patrick was presented last evening with a son. The 
first child born in Saratoga. He is entitled to a corner lot. The Steamer 
"Minne-ha-ha" is in this evening.

   Friday 3, -- Remained in Omaha until Middle afternoon transacting 
business with Mr. Hall then rode up to Saratoga with Mr. Tuttle and some 
men from Pittsburgh who are going to build largely in Saratoga At Saratoga 
we found the Central house aranged for a dance which was to come off this 
evening being the commencing exercises for the 4th  Returned to Omaha with 
Mr Hall who had come up with his team, in time for a late supper

   About nine O'clock, Judge Black and Myself took the Generals horse and 
buggy and rode up to the "Central House" Saratoga to the dance. Found the 
Dancing hall filled to the utmost of its capacity. Council Bluffs, Iowa  
Florence, Omaha, Plattsmouth and Bellview in this territory were all 
represented comprising the elite of Nebraska And I doubt if a more refined 
or intelligent assemblage could be got together in any of the eastern 
cities. Judge Black participated in the dance and became generally 
acquainted. While I, notwithstanding the urgent solicitations of my very 
few acquaintance remained

"An idle looker on in Venice"
satisfied to make up my enjoyment of the evening in beholding others 
enjoyment and feasting from a distance on the attraction of Miss Clark, 
who on a close view did not bear the happy resemblance to my wife she did 
when distant the length of the Hall 

   Soon after Supper a recess was taken in order to sweep the dancing 
floor and we were obliged to occupy three of the reception rooms bringing 
us into close quarters  Judge Black introduced me to several ladies during 
the recess one of which, and the only one whose name I remember was Miss 
Dora Clark, the youngest sister of three Miss Clarks in attendance, the 
oldest one being the person who so much resembles my wife. An introduction 
to a few of the ladies and the exhilerating effect of the supper, and 
trimmings, made the balance of the evening pass off equally as agreeable 
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make the acquaintance of the Miss Clark. Between two and three o'clock The 
Judge and myself left the balance of the company to their own enjoyment 
and returned home. 

   Saturday, 4. -- Got up to breakfast about 8 o'clock. The day was 
ushered in as usual in the East by fireing a salute and ringing bells. A 
military company came over from the Bluffs and joined in our celebration. 
Which was got up and went through with in the usual manner of such things. 
The oration was delivered by Judg Black in "Park Wild" Grove. Every body 
"and the rest of mankind was there" The oration was extempore, and 
although the Judge is one of the best speakers, an occurance took place 
which very much marred the whole proceedings. Respect to parties concerned 
prevents my placing on record the facts. Miss Clark was at the celebration 
and recognized by Mr. Tuttle as bearing a striking resemblance to my wife. 
So it cannot be attributed to her personal charms, sufficient to make my 
wife jealous if she does resemble her  After the celebration was over the 
streets were filled with men who began to feel the effects to too much 
strong drink. It is the besetting sin of Omaha in fact all places on the 
river are notorious for habits of intemperance, and the young men are 
coming up with very immoral habits. Money is made easy and is spent freely

   After tea I took a stroll up on Capital hill and went on the top of the 
Capitol which is approaching completion will be ready for the roof in a 
few days The Steamer "Ben Bolt" came in this evening

   Sunday, 5. -- This has been a very warm. day and I have had but little 
time to write, been quite busy in taking care of Judg Black who is not 
well today and has required considerable attention.

   Monday morning, July 6 --My attention being so much occupied with the 
Judge I have had time only to write a few lines in my diary. Probably can 
write some this evening. He is much better this morning must go up to 
Saratoga directly after breakfast

E. F Beadle

   Monday Evening 6. -- Spent the most of the day at Saratoga returning 
found the Judg nearly well. The steamer "Emma" came in and passed up.

   Tuesday, 7 -- Donated a large number of lots in Saratoga. We now have 
about fifty houses in town ready for occupation and they are occupied too. 
Wrote a number of letters this afternoon to Eastern parties. Among the 
number was one to Mr Turner also to G. B. Rich.

   Wednesday, 8 -- Immediately after Breakfast walked up to Saratoga with 
a gentleman from Pittsburgh Pa, who has six houses for Saratoga 16 X 32 
feet two story high  Selected lots for him and returned to Omaha at one 
o'clock P. M. having been on foot all the forenoon. Received a letter from 
Robert Adams, and a protest on one of the notes Mr. Wowzer gave me. Wrote 
a half dozen letters.

   Toward tea time the Steamer "Moses Greenwood" came in freighted mostly 
for Saratoga. Went down found Mr Killen the Pittsburgh man there.

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   His buildings and Men to put them up was on board the "Greenwood" 
Having but little loading to put off at Omaha, I had no time to return for 
my supper and still go up on the boat to Saratoga. Accordingly I took tea 
aboard The Saratoga landing is but a mile or less above the Omaha landing. 
The captain says the Saratoga landing is as good as any on the river. He 
further says a bar is forming front of Omaha and in a year or two all 
boats must land at Saratoga with the Omaha freight. The Captain was 
delighted with the place After tea we went up on the table land by Pacific 
Avenue where we had a fine view of the town and the improvements. We then 
went to the Springs where a demijohn from the boat was filled with water 
from the Sulphur springs  The party that went up to the spring was about 
twenty in number, including Captain Thomas, crew and passengers. All 
expressed themselves delighted with what they saw and will speak of 
Saratoga as it is, among their craft 

   The "Moses Greenwood" is the second steamer that ever landed at 
Saratoga, and the first one to break the stillness of the atmosphere by 
her steam whistle she went through all the preliminary signals and et 
ceteras of landing at a large city. I claim to be the first person of the 
Sulphur Springs Land Co. that ever landed from a steamer at Saratoga. The 
freight of the "Moses Greenwood" was mostly lumber and building materials. 
She discharded fortyone thousand feet of lumber, forty-two thousand 
shingles, and doors windows and hardware to match. Did not get all off 
untill eleven o'clock, but the moon was in its full and it was a 
delightfull evening and the time passed rapidly. During which I gassed 
some. Judg Black left on the Moses Greenwood who stoped only about an hour 
at the city of Omaha.

   Thursday 9 -- Four months this morning since I left for this place. Got 
up this morning before the sun and wrote. Among the peculiarities of the 
climate of this country over the East where I have resided is this, 
notwithstanding we have hotter weather here, there always is a breeze 
during the day to rarify the atmosphere and the evenings are cool and 
delightful beyond description, and one can sleep comfortable under a sheet 
and light quilt, awaking in the morning completely refreshed and 
invigorated. On the contrary in the east during the months of July and 
August the nights are as hot as the days, and one gets up in the morning 
Completely exhausted. This I consider a great advantage but is small 
compared to some of the Natural advantages of this Great Country west of 
the "big Muddy" We find the Steamer Admiral in this Morning.

   After breakfast went up as usual to Saratoga. Called on Mr Tuttle and 
The Zollars who are occupying Mr Tuttles house. The old Izard place built 
and occupied first by Governor Izard  Tuttle calls the place "Grandmother 
Izards." Stopped and gassed some with Tuttle  The steamboat landing last 
evening at Saratoga and what the Captain said set us to gasing some

   Returning from Saratoga at noon found a letter from Brother Frank which 
was very interesting to me. Figured during most of the afternoon with our 
Pittsburgh man and succeeded in making a trade that pleased me  Wrote to 
Frank and spent the evening with Cook. thus this day closed. In addition

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to the "Admiral" we have at the landing The Steamers "Col. Crossman" and 
The "Watossa" How soon, if ever, is a wonderment to me, that I shall be 
watching the arrivals of the steamers to see My family 

   Friday 10 -- Got a very early breakfast, and went up to Mr. Tuttles 
where the Zollars live and made arangements to go with them to look at 
Dick Darlings and other claims  They to come up to Saratoga after me 
should they get ready in time. Went around examining the Saratoga 
improvements and staked out for the foundation of another house reaching 
my office about noon. In half hours time the Zollers came, three of them.  
Had a basket of bread meat fried cakes pies and Mohawk butter and cheese, 
for our dinner  As soon as we despatched the dinner. We started in a south 
west direction across the prarie. On reaching the first papillion creek 
where it was necessary to take the horse from the waggon to cross we 
discovered we were going in the direction of a thunder storm which 
threatened to be a severe one, and would so wet evry thing as to be 
unpleasant tramping In the tall grass after we should reach the claim. We 
accordingly decided to abandon the trip and come again some other day. The 
rain overtook us before we reached Omaha but as each buggy had an umbrella 
we were very well protected, the greater part of the storm going west

   At the generals I found Judge Furguson and his wife from Belleview. The 
came up to court which was adjourned. In the evening B. P. Rankin another 
candidate for Congress in opposition to General Estabrook, addressed the 
citizens of Omaha. The Gen. being up country could not reply to Mr. R. as 
we all thought it would be necessary, As Mr R has the impudence of a 
highway man and will state falsehood as quick as the truth  A letter had 
been received at the office for the General from one of his friends at 
Nebraska City.  Mrs E opened it and we all read it the Judge said it must 
be read at Rankins meeting. The substance of the letter was that there had 
been a very large political meeting at Nebraska City, in which a Mr 
Mickles Bennett and Rankin tried to have all their own way, got up 
resolutions pledging the County to go for Rankin, the resolutions were 
debated four hours and then lost 4 to 1. Mr Rankin took occasion in his 
speech in Nebraska City to denounce Omaha and the Ferry Company said 
"great injustice had been done Nebraska City by Omaha and the Ferry Co and 
he Mr. R. had always been opposed to Omaha and its interest"  I took this 
letter to a Mr Chippman, late Judge, who said if occasion required he 
would read it at the meeting. Feeling a strong interest in the matter 
Judge Furguson and Myself went up to the meeting. I never heard such a 
braging speech, he said "the vhole north and south was going for him, he 
was a tower of strength. At Nebrask City he had the strongest assurance. 
he produced a letter purpoting to be written by Mr Muckles and addressed 
to Dr. Miller of this place. The letter set fourth the pledges of the 
meeting for Rankin and mentioned that resolutions had been passed. Mr R 
then read the resolutions which he had and stated they were adopted almost 
unanimous, on this subject he dwelt largely. "he should carry all before 
him South

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of the Platt" and now he was going to work North of the Platt. closed his 
speech by appealing to Omaha and its interest which he had always 
advocated 

   Mr. Chippman was called for by men in the secret asked Mr Rankin to 
allow him the privilege of reading another letter that had been received 
and would throw still more light on the subject of the meeting at Nebraska 
City. Mr R. Concented after Knowing who was the writer of the letter and 
to whom it was addressed. Mr Chipman then got up and in the most cool and 
deliberate manner read the letter. Mr R. Interupted him a number of times 
to know who was meant as being opposed to Omaha &c. Mr Chippman then went 
back read slow emphasising every word and then said yes it is you it, it, 
means you. I never saw a man so taken, down it gave the lie to all Mr. 
Rankins bombast and Mr R. did not try to deny it. Mr. R lost votes at that 
meeting if he has any here to loose which I doubt.

   The storm continued during the evening so that the Judge and his wife 
stoped with us at the generals after gloryfying over the meeting a short 
time we retired at midnight.

   Saturday 11 -- Got up at four o'clock made a fire then called Mrs. 
Estabrook, and surprised the Judge and his wife with a breakfast as they 
must start at five. Judge F. is one of the best men we have in the 
territory

   The reason for my getting up to build the fire this morning was, The 
hired man and his wife was out on their claim preparing to pre-empt, 
leaving Me the Man of the house. This mornings mail brought me a letter 
from my wife, which I immediately answered after dinner walked up to one 
of the Pittsburgh houses which is being erected on the south line of 
Saratoga returned in time to save a wet jacket. lay down and took a sleep, 
the first time in the afternoon. We having the best of weather rain just 
about often enough crops never looked better any where. One can raise 
enough here off of a farm the size of Brother Bams in one season to 
support one five years, and do it easier than a single crop can be raised 
in the town of Franklin

   Br. Cook has his house completed except lathing and plastering which he 
does not intend to do until fall, has got a stove and every thing is ready 
for Lib.

   Spent this evening writing directions for Mr. Gridly, who is going to 
Buffalo in the morning, and will see the Turners and perhaps make a trade 
with them

   Between daylight and dark took a walk up town past Mr. Clarks. The 
young ladies were out front of the door but it was to dark to distinguish 
them. Steamer "New Monongahala" in to day

   Sunday 12 -- After breakfast took a walk up to Saratoga to get my 
washing which is done there. Cook has not been up before since the first 
sermon was preached there. the change seemed wonderfull to him  He says he 
thinks my chances are far ahead of his. It may be so but I should like a 
little of the results of what the future seemes to be at the present time. 
one advantage Cook has over me is the fact he has a house ready to go into 
and his family has the money to come out here with and probably soon be 
here. When we got back from Saratoga found the folks to church I took a 
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rain water and went to my room where I had a glorious wash, then comenced 
writing 

   There is now a pleanty of places where I could get my board at 
Saratoga, but I could not get as good accomodations. I now have a room to 
myself and every thing I could ask for and if I should be sick I should 
have the best of care. I am well acquanted with The Generals family and 
feel at home and do not wish to change for an uncertainty. At any other 
place I should be obliged to share my bed with every body and three or 
four beds in a room and all sorts of people for associates  The Generals 
family are plan every day sort of people, although intelligent and 
educated and their associates are the best in the Territory including the 
dignitary and territorial officials. I could not have got another such a 
place to board in this entire teritory. Were I sick at most places I 
should be neglected or hustled off to the pest house. I shall ever feel 
under lasting obligations to General Estabroks family  Mrs. E. Is none of 
your hitytity flyaways but a substantial matter-of-fact woman And is quite 
a business woman. One whose acquaintance is worth cultivating and the 
better you know her the better you like her she is a large woman almost 
masculine. never fretts or gets out of patience with her children. Is 
always the same decided, firm, calculating, and patient woman, ever 
sensative to the wants and sympathies of those around her, whether in her 
own house or that of her neigbors. Such is my hostess. The description of 
whome has served to fill this page that I may send it with letters by Mr 
Gridly and thereby save time

   Closing up my package of letters I took them up to Mr. Kellums and 
delivered to Mr Gridley. He goes over to Council Bluffs in the ornnibuss 
this afternoon and startes across the county in the Stage at 2 o'clock in 
the morning. He expects to be with his family as soon as next Saturday I 
almost envied him his happiness and it made me quite homesick like to bid 
him goodby. He has got himself fairly established here in a Banking house 
and is doing well. is delighted with the country was on the old fogy order 
when he came here and I did not suppose he would like here. He is however 
strongly attached to the place. Goes east to arrange business and will 
return the fore part of September

   The steamer "Dan Converse" came in this morning about daylight

   Monday 13  Went early to Saratoga Spent a very busy day returned on 
foot about two o'clock P. M. and immediately got into a waggon and rode up 
and back again figured some and made a good day of it.

   Tuesday 14  A threatning storm prevented my going to Saratoga this 
morning. spent the time in writing letters afternoon went up and examined 
improvements. stoped at Mr Smileys and made arangements with Miss Smiley 
for my children to go to school.

   Wednesday 15 -- The hotest day I ever knew. still the constant breeze 
makes it very comfortable when compared with the hot days in New York 
where the is no breeze. The themometer has ranged to 100 most of the day 
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   Selected a lot for a Union church which is soon to be erected. Received 
and answered a letter from Br. Frank. The Steamers "Asa Wilgus" and 
"Alonzo Childs" in today. 

   Thursday 16 -- A threatning storm prevented my going to Saratoga this 
morning. in the afternoon stoped in the store for Cook under pay of 
course. Equally hot today with less air stiring than any day since I have 
been in Nebraska  We have had an election to day to decide whether this 
County will take $200,000 stock in M. & M. R R. to be expended on the west 
end of the route terminating a Council Bluffs this city polled 1156 
votes.  this vote showes we must have at least a population of $3000 
incuding Saratoga which has near 100 voters at this time. The vote was 
favorable to taking the stock by a large majority. Florance voted largely 
against it. In fact they would burn their own town if they could spite 
Omaha. Almost every town in the territory seemes to be jealous of Omaha 
and oppose every thing favorable to Omaha the result has a tendency to 
build up Omaha instead of the reverse as they would wish. The steamers in 
today are the "Edenburg" "Dan Converse" and "Watossa" Wrote a letter this 
afternoon to Frankford Mower Co. Minnesota

   Friday 17 -- Guns firing all the morning over the result of the R. R 
Election. Excessively warm. Not feeling will I attend store for Mr Cook 
this forenoon and wrote a number of letters received a letter from wife 
and answered the same hour. also received advises of the shipment of my 
goods stating I ought to receive them as early as the 25th of July I shall 
not look for them before the 10th of August.

   Four o'clock in the afternoon rode up to Saratoga with a Lutheran 
clergyman who wished to select a lot for a church made a number of 
selections to submit to the Company  The Steamer Omaha just in.

   Saturday -- 18. Walked up early to Saratoga with Dick Darling, to show 
lots I wished to trade for his claim, have not succeeded in tradeing and 
probably shall not T he price asked for the claim is $800. At the price 
claims are held here I consider it cheap and should buy it but cannot 
unless I dicker. Spent the afternoon and evening with the Secretary of the 
Saratoga Compy give him my bill for cervises rendered upt to Monday next, 
and the terms I would continue work upon. We have a Meeting on Monday and 
I shall then know if I am to be paid and if so how much, and if not paid, 
I shall devote no time to the company, but make different arrangments as 
to what I shall do to keep off starve-to-death

   Sunday, 19.  After breakfast walked up to Cooks. found him ready for a 
stroll, which we both improved. The weather being cloudy made it a treat 
when compared with the previous hot days when the thermometer ranged at 
100. We walked about three miles down the river along the edge of the 
bluff returning come up the bottom along the margin of the river. It was a 
region of country I have never before visited and was delighted with it as 
only this territory can delight one. Found some fine raspberries

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   Afternoon clear and hot wrote some, slept some, and fretted some. In 
the evening took a walk. Steamer "E. A. Ogden up from St. Louis. 

   Monday, 20 -- Went up early to Saratoga and prepared my report for the 
meeting to take place at Eleven o'clock  After the meeting had convend I 
submited my report, which was satisfactory. Then left my bill for my time 
and resignation with Secretary to submit to the Company and left for Omaha 
Here I found a letter from Robert Adams from which I am lead to think 
Frank has accepted my proposition on the Wisconsin land, if so I shall 
look for my family within a week unless I hear to the contrary  My 
resignation was accepted and the payment for services deferred one week. A 
long talk with Mr. Tuttle this evening resulted just as I wished

   Tuesday 21 -- Walked up to Saratoga and delivered the papers to my 
succesor and immediately returned. Contracted to sell the lot and office 
belonging to Mr. Cacket for $500. received as the first installment $115. 
Stoped at the stove store in the afternoon

   The letter received from Robert yesterday under date of the 9th set me 
to figuring and I came to the conclusion I should look for my family the 
last of this week provided I did not hear from them to the contrary.  Just 
at Dusk we saw the Steamer "Minnehaha" coining up the river Cook and 
Myself figured up the time again and decided it was barely possible either 
of our families might be on board So down we went to the levee. I for the 
first to look for my family. Slight as the chances were, the possibilluty 
was sufficient to excite us some what. We were the first on the boat as 
she touched the shore. Not finding our friends we joked each other some 
went up town took some ice cream and retired

   Wednesday 22 -- Stoped this day in the store for Mr. Cook being few 
costomers in passed the time in reading and writing received letters from 
Mitler Orton & Co and Cousin Benjamin of Tenessee. Watched anxious for the 
morning mail in the hope of hearing from Frank or wife. nothing being 
received I am lead to look, still with more assurance for the arrival of 
my family.

   Thursday 23 -- Remained in the store during the forenoon no letter from 
Cooperstown. Going to dinner heard the whistle of a steamer hurried to 
landing, found it was the new ferry "Omaha City" for this place built at 
Pittsburgh Pa The Admiral now due was expected every hour. I though 
perhaps my family would be on board, and left directions with Mrs. 
Estabrook, and after dinner went out to Dick Darlings and others claims, 
in company with the Mr. Zollars had a very pleasant time concidering I was 
suffering with a boil the first one I ever recollect of having. We did not 
return until about nine o'clock I was somewhat anxious to know if the 
Steamer Admiral was in and if so had my family Come ? Before reaching the 
Generals I discovered no boat had arrived and of course my family could 
not be here. I was not disappointed as the grounds on which I base my 
reasons for looking for my family are not the most substantial

   Friday -- 24 -- Passed a sleepless night so severe was the pain of my 
Boil. It is located on my backbone between my hips. I think it is a blood 
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that have been thus afflicted with jobs Comforters alone can appretiate 
the affliction. I did not sleep untile after daylight and then so sound 
was my sleep I was called twice to breakfast and heard nothing of it. The 
Steamer "Watossa" from St. Joseph came in during the time and fired an 
arrival gun still it did not awake me. As soon however as my boil 
commenced paining me again I awoke and was in time for my breakfast but 
surprised to learn the above facts. 

   Evening  Oh such a day I have passed and such agony as I am in. At noon 
I was obliged to leave the store, since which time I have been unable to 
sit, walk, stand or lay, been in every possble position only for a moment 
at a time. How anxiously I have watched for the Admiral hoping my family 
Might be on board. I am well cared for here but what a blessing would be 
the kind hand of a wife to aid in soothing my pains or give me her 
heartfelt sympathies, and my little children to come around me and express 
their unaffected sorrow It seemes I could bear my pains with much more 
fortitude.

   I cannot write now. I will have a large poltice made and take a dose of 
perrigoric or lodnum and try to so stupify myself as to get some rest. 
Good night.

   Saurday and Sunday, 25th and 26 -- The poltice releived my pain the 
whole night, but the opiate I had taken made me wakefull instead of sleepy 
and 1 did not close my eyes to sleep until daylight. Kept my bed and room 
all day Saturday except when the mail come in went up and got a paper from 
Irwin Mailed the 15th  this satisfies me that Frank might have been in 
receipt of my letter eight days and still write an answer which I should 
now have. this fact streangthens my convictions that my family are on the 
way to this place could not write any this day being in constant pain and 
two nights without sleep. My nerves had become completely unstrung  At 
seven in the evening my pain stoped and such a relief I never before 
experienced. On going to bed renewed the potice which renewed the pain 
also bore it until midnight then removed it and found the boil was 
discharging some.  dressed myself and walked the room about an hour during 
a storm lopped down on the floor and got a good sleep.  crawled on the bed 
with my cloths on and forgot my troubles until morning. On waking heard a 
steamer puffing. Hobbled down to the boat which was the "Col. Crosman" as 
she came nearer and nearer we saw plenty of children that might be Irwin 
and Sophia but the ladies all had children in arms. they could not be 
mate. Cook was down before the boat got in not to look for Lib as he has a 
letter stating she will not start yet awhile. but equally anxious with me 
to see my family. we did not have the pleasure however. The Steamers 
"Emma" and "Admiral" are hourly expected they may be here before night. It 
is now about ten o'clock A. M. Sunday and I am feeling quite comfortable 
my boil has undoubtedly had its ache out. I am however about used up myself

   Evening  Been up to Cooks for the last hour chatting  Came home in the 
rain. The day has been warm and showery. This evening is cooler and there 
is a slow rain set in which seemes it would continue all night. I have had 
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very comfortable day of it. My boil continueing to discharge every few 
minutes. No further information from boats from St. Louis. Now for a good 
nights rest free from pain 

   Monday 27 -- A dilghtful day, rested well last night have been busy 
attending to my boil. Sent to Saratoga for my wash which I had left at a 
Mr Grey's the man from Little Falls. He had been so carefull as to put the 
clothes in his trunk, and having occasion to go out to preempt took his 
Trunk with him and cosequently my clothes so I am shirtless for a few days 
a sad misshap when one has a boil discharging freely on his back

   No letters still from wife or Frank. Have one under date of the 18th 
from James Crocker in reply to one written a week or more after the one I 
wrote Frank I am getting anxious to know his decission and to be relieved 
of the anxiety with which I am watching the arrival of Steamers for my 
family. The Steamer Admiral arrived this Evening left St Louis the 17th  
Had a number of Lady passengers and Some children  Could not pick out my 
wife and children in the crowd

   A Letter from Mrs Cook received by the Deacon today informs him as a 
reason for here not coming as requested she had been and was very sick 
then but fearing to give Cook unnecessary uneasiness she did not say the 
worst. But made various excuses about the warm weather &c

   Propositions have been made to me to day I will not mention at present

   Tuesday, 28 -- Received a letter this morning from Mr. Cockett, from 
which I learn that my wife and children are still in Cooperstown this fact 
together with one other probably decides that I shall not see my family 
here very soon. The proposition I wrote of yesterday cannot be accepted or 
executed on account of my wife's not being in the territory. particulars I 
will give at another time

   It is quite provoking to me to have Frank delay answering my letter so 
long as he has. he may have a reasonable excuse I cannot however conceive 
its nature if he has any excuse to offer. I wrote him today.

   Walked up to Saratoga and back this afternoon found many new 
improvements going on. The Landlord for the "Central House" had arrived 
and was aranging the furniture and carpets. Has his help all with him, 
will open the first of next week Has a number of rooms engaged already. is 
to run his omnibus regular to Omaha, fare a dime a head.

   This evening had a talk with Dick Darling he says he will accept one of 
my previous propositions for his claim I think I shall arrange matters 
with him and go out at once and pre-empt.

   Received pay for my cervices for the company this morning and paid 
assessments on three shares and. settled up my board bill

   Wednesday, 29 --Received letters this forenoon from wife and Brother 
Frank. It appears Frank has written me a letter I have not received, which 
has caused all this anxiety I have felt, and been the cause I expecting my 
family when they were still in Cooperstown with no thought of even 
starting. I have no doubt all will be for the best I think so at least[.]